ideasarebulletpr00f:

So i was going to write this big long thing, but the more i talk the bigger the gaps between how i feel and what isay get.

Shes perfect, and she makes me happy.
And im not letting anyone get in the way of that.
And shes going to be my wife, ive never been so sure in my life.

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ideasarebulletpr00f:

Things are going to get better. They are. A bad couple of days, thats all. Im going to be the support you need, and im going to love you so fucking hard and so fucking loud, and were going to show the world what our love is capable of.

ideasarebulletpr00f:

My girlfriend is perfect for me and makes me the happiest person in the world, and i love her with all my heart. And shes beautiful too. 

ideasarebulletpr00f:

No matter how many times i yell, scream, or how much i make it seem like i want nothing to do with you, ill always love you, ill always want to be with you, and ill always think about you before i close my eyes at night.
Its love, and not even we have the power to ruin it.

ideasarebulletpr00f:

I dont give a fuck what the circumstances are, please dont leave. I need you more than ill ever let myself show. I love you.

So, its been a year, huh? It sure doesnt feel like it. Everyday thats gone by just seemed like another day. But hear we are, a whole year. Ive loved you for a year. Youve been mine for a year. Weve fought eachother like soilders for a year. But were still together. Shelby i dont know what youre dreaming about right now, or what your thinking about on your free time. I always think these things are importnant, i always get so paranoid. But what i realize is, youre going to marry me, and love me forever, and nobody else. It’s that simple. Youre all ill ever need and then some. If ive said it once, ive said it a million times. I love every little thing about you, and im so lucky to have you. Goodnight, sweet cheeks. I hope youre having an amazing dream. I hope you have an amazing day. Dont forget, by the time you read this, youll already be 5 hours into year 2 of the rest of our lives. I love you. Youre absolutely perfect, from your freckles and your skin and your hair, to your arms and your sexy little figure and those legs i always drool over, to your bum and your boobs, every single thing about you is perfect. Sleep tight princess, ill be loving you from afar until i see you tomorrow x333

Anonymous asked: you dont want to be here anymore? as in you want to end your life on this planet? please dont do that. your a young beautiful girl whos going through heartbreak. everyones gone through heartbreak and let me tell you you will get through it. it make take weeks months years. but one day you will get through it. there is people out there friends, family, random people at school , some people you might not even know but people care for you. dont end your life from this. i love you. stay here for me.

i wont, everyone tells me that. you dont understand. you dont love me, your anonymous.

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Anonymous asked: be happy you had something some people want so bad and still dont have. be happy you had someone there to love you and to comfort you when maybe even your friends havent had someone like that and maybe they are always alone and want someone to be there for them but they just dont. be happy you had and will find again something that theyre still searching for

im not gunna be happy. i had something amazing and i lost it, that will never bring me happiness.

Anonymous asked: i understand that your sad about your breakup and stuff but just think. you had and still have a great love for him. you experianced something great. something that some people still havent and maybe never will feel in their lives. you felt love and you will always remember him. but that doesnt have to be a bad thing. you will eventually be able to look at him and remember the happy and be happy not remember the happy and cry. some people still havent found anyone to share their love too.

no one understabds. you dont understand what i went throu with him. all the promises we made. i told him this would happen i knew hed get sick of me i told me id mess everything up and he told me hed stay anyways. he promised me and i believed him and now he wont even give me the time of day. no one understands how fucking heart broken i am, everyone tells me it will get better. no one just fucking understands it wont. i lost the love of my life, i just dont wanna be here anymore.

Anonymous asked: dont do anything stupid

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